The Pain Of My Happiness is a series of poems that I have written over the years to tell my life story. All based on my feelings and the things that Ive been through. Some of which I shared with my friends and family and others Ive kept secret. All of which are real life events with real life solutions like things that I have experienced and the way that I would like to experience certain things. In this case things that most people would keep secret on how they feel or what happened to them... I tell you my story.