The Pain Of My Happiness Is A Series Of Poems That I Have Written Over The Years To Tell My Life Story. All Based On My Feelings And The Things That I'Ve Been Through. Some Of Which I Shared With My Friends And Family And Others I'Ve Kept Secret. All Of Which Are Real Life Events With Real Life Solutions Like Things That I Have Experienced And The Way That I Would Like To Experience Certain Things. In This Case Things That Most People Would Keep Secret On How They Feel Or What Happened To Them... I Tell You My Story.