The day my 25-year-old son died the old me died with him. Ive been trying to resurrect a new self ever since. This is our story. In this book and its companion A Sons Pain you will not find me professing victory over grief nor will you find a guaranteed guide on how to navigate the predefined stages of grief. What you will find is an unfiltered account of our journeys. Youll be at my side as my sons lifeless body falls to my feet and as I agonize over questions about the suspicious circumstance