The Story That Must Be Told

<p>As I look back at my introduction and slowly began reading each chapter I am amazed at all that Ive endured some things not written. There were many times I wanted to give up but I am so grateful for being a mother who refused to lay in bed and die not wanting my children to come in from school and find me lifeless after all the alcohol Id consumed. I would press my way downstairs while asking God not to let me die.</p><p></p><p>Thank you God for Your grace and mercy which has seen me through so many dark tough lonely times to this living point.</p><p></p><p>We go through unwanted and unwarranted situations in this thing called life and we have questions that always starts with why.</p><p></p><p>Why did my sons life have to come to an end so soon and tragically?</p><p></p><p>I havent cried in a while but writing these words reminds me of just how much I miss my son.</p><p></p><p>And of so many other moms and dads who have had to feel this void of not having your special son/daughter here with you anymore.</p><p></p><p>Hold on to your faith in Jesus Christ our Savior. You can make it. I did and I am praying for each of you.</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p>Coming out to many storms Im flourishing into Gods beautiful rainbow.</p>