The Truth

I have had depression my whole life. Some days it was uncontrollable. Other days it had no effect on my days. I have pulled myself out of the pits of hell in my own mind and believe me when I say I would have much rather died. Everything in this book was what I was feeling in the moment-the hate the pain and the rebirth becoming new and leaving the old ways there. Dont get me wrong; when you read some of the poems you might not understand what I was going through but I promise I am better now. If my family is reading Im sorry if you feel like it was never enough or the way I wrote this makes you feel uneasy or less of a person. Understand please that it is not my intention. I was and am only trying to work out the things in my mind. And I can only hope two things: (1) to whoever ends up reading this there is always a way to come out stronger than this mental illness and (2) to my family please understand none of this means I dont love you or have hatred toward you; that is not true. I love you. Enough of that right. You wanted to read inside someones mind. Lets get started. Lets take a walk through a young girls mind.