The Whale Surfaces

<p><span style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>The romanticized picture of childhood as a time of carefree innocence of golden sunshine and worry-free bliss can be a dangerous illusion. In </span><strong style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)><em>The Whale Surfaces</em></strong><span style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)> author Ruth Rotkowitz holds a microscope to those idealized years in the life of the protagonist she created in her debut novel </span><strong style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)><em>Escaping the Whale</em></strong><span style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>. This microscope at times becomes a sledgehammer.</span></p><p><br></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>Marcia Gold is the daughter of Holocaust survivors whose lives have been defined by their painful experiences in Europe. A sensitive child Marcia has absorbed this history as her own and the Holocaust looms over her childhood like an ever-present cloud. Despite caring parents and a safe life Marcia's childhood is filled with panic and delusions.</span></p><p><br></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>Marcia realizes early on that her fearful imaginings are upsetting to others. Yet demons are haunting her and she feels them infiltrating her life making her 'different.' No one can understand her sense of alienation and her frightening 'visions.' Mortified by them herself she believes her only hope lies in escaping the scene of her childhood and beginning an independent life. Only then she concludes will she vanquish those demons whose tentacles seem to be sliding relentlessly through the inside of her brain poisoning all that they touch. Marcia's search for independence is really a search for mental health. Read after </span><strong style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)><em>Escaping the Whale</em></strong><span style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)> the prequel explains Marcia's journey to adulthood. Read as a stand-alone it provides a picture of a child struggling to be 'normal.' Marcia Gold in both books is waiting to be understood.<span></span></span></p>