There's a Tortoise in My Hair - Inspirational Memoir Metaphysical & Visionary Literary Fiction literary fiction about consciousness and spiritual growth fiction based on real events

<p><strong style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)><em>Cameron Simmons is fighting a losing battle against his own life.</em></strong></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>Divorce. Career failures. A tortoise of self-doubt that's lived in his head since childhood. At sixty this former pharmacist turned eyeglass salesman can barely get out of bed let alone find meaning in his crumbling world.</span></p><p></p><p><strong style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>But Cameron has something they can't kill: a stubborn refusal to give up and an inexplicable connection to something greater than himself.</strong></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>Then mysterious numbers-111 and 444-begin appearing everywhere. A voice whispers Trust in the darkness. Strange coincidences stack upon each other until Cameron can no longer deny the impossible: someone is watching over him.</span></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>Until his spiritual awakening collides with crushing depression and thoughts of ending it all. Faith becomes doubt. Hope becomes despair.</span></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>His journey takes him from the depths of suicidal ideation to the heights of spiritual revelation from a failed marriage to profound love from bitter isolation to mentoring the next generation at Rutgers University.</span></p><p></p><p><strong style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>Sometimes the most beautiful transformations come from the darkest places.</strong></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>A story that will make you question everything you believe about coincidence purpose and the invisible forces that shape our lives. You'll never look at repeating numbers the same way again.</span></p><p></p>