This Is What It Feels Like

<p>I have a plan.</p><p>Buy a car keep my feelings locked down tight where they are safe and stay a virgin.</p><p>Should be easy right?</p><p>Except nothing in my life is easy.</p><p>Especially since a tall dark-eyed mysterious guy shows up occupying way too much space in my head and smelling just too delicious for my own good.</p><p>He makes me feel things I can't afford to feel and when he lets me in on his painful past a bond I didn't need or want is forged.</p><p>Against my better judgment I let him in and now a devastating secret threatens to tear us apart.</p><p>I had a plan.</p><p>Why didn't I stick to it?</p><p>Will we survive what life is determined to throw at us?</p>