Time Wasted

<p>For three decades I witnessed other people pointing at me saying You don't want to be like her. The horrifying trauma of one murder one suspicious death one suicide and watching the woman I adored my whole life take her last breath after feeling like I lost my mind completely I continued to allow Satan to keep me in a whirlwind of a degrading and sad and embarrassing lifestyle. But because of my church upbringing it forced me to seek three different therapists who helped change my life. I hope this memoir is an invitation to anyone who feels they are not good enough pretty enough godly enough or not doing enough. God bless.</p>