to be in & of

<p><span style=color: rgba(34 34 34 1)>Winner of the 2022 Palette Poetry Chapbook Prize </span><em style=color: rgba(34 34 34 1)>to be in & of</em><span style=color: rgba(34 34 34 1)> is the debut chapbook of poet anti-carceral advocate and black studies scholar Joshua Aiken. Diving into the perils and contradictions of how black life is grieved in America Aiken presses on the narratives of what it means to mourn inherit and belong. A meditation on family loneliness depression and survivor's guilt these poems break open new ways of living within loss and interrogating: So who is this healing really for?; With a sense of queer fury and alienation from the world as it is </span><em style=color: rgba(34 34 34 1)>to be in & of</em><span style=color: rgba(34 34 34 1)> gives voice to speakers concerned with the costs of getting better the meaning of freedom and the politics of how we stay alive. In the words of Contest Judge Chen Chen </span><em style=color: rgba(34 34 34 1)>to be in & of</em><span style=color: rgba(34 34 34 1)> is a collection full of wondering and wonderment; and a constellation of poems spilling over with the vast aches of a heart so attuned to life loss and more life. With poems written after poets like Essex Hemphill and Richard Siken and for figures like the Godfather of House Music Frankie Knuckles Aiken's language bubbles over with the prospect of more life: the uncertainty the unpromised the shadows and ghosts and the fierce joys pleasures and spaces that remind one of all that's left unexplored. This debut invites its reader to be thoroughly entangled with the dead and the living; to delight in the messy process of belonging and becoming and to experience the beauty of worlds one might someday know.</span></p>