To live or to leave?

<p>Counting the years of being cursed as an Existing I have a few more days before I reach my 500th year on Earth. - the longest record yet for an existing. </p><p>Just like a normal human being I live the same as everyone else. I eat sleep and even go to the toilet. Something I can't do? Feel physical pain get drunk and die.</p><p>There were brave souls who tried to inflict pain on me sadly they all failed miserably. I wanted them to succeed I really do but pushing them to go far can lead to their own death.</p><p>I also consider myself void of emotions. Existing for hundreds of years I am aware of all the harsh realities the world can offer. I'm aware of how there's little to no change in human behavior.</p><p>Putting it simply living this long made me numb.</p>