<p><span style=background-color: rgba(249 249 249 1); color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>Coming home after twenty years of absence I relive a questionable past and an uncertain future. There were dark moments that still haunt me today without closure. There were moments of sadness I had no control over but wish I had. There were regrets that I still need to find in my heart to forgive myself for. And there were happy moments that steered the ship through the murky waters. </span></p>