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<p><span style=color: rgba(18 18 18 1)>The worst feeling is when you feel nothing at all. The pain that hurts the most is the one you can't even feel because you're used to it.</span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(18 18 18 1)> </span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(18 18 18 1)>I'm Hayden Flloyd - Well that's the name I used to go by I'm just a nobody now. I'm that girl you occasionally pass in the halls and think Wow look at how good my life is. At least I'm not a freak like her. </span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(18 18 18 1)> </span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(18 18 18 1)>Cancer didn't only take my Mother from me it also ripped away my Father. I only had one way to cope and soon my whole life was turned upside down. </span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(18 18 18 1)> </span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(18 18 18 1)>After three years of being alone and shattered I don't want anyone's help. </span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(18 18 18 1)> </span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(18 18 18 1)>But I can't seem to make myself stay away from Ryder Fough.</span></p><p> </p>