Tryin' to Get Saved

It's not that she isn't having any fun but Niecy had to keep it real. She was sick of liquor lying and being loose.</p><p>'Liquor brings the freak out in a lot of people. But like the preacher said this morning I can't do anything about what I used to do. These days I've narrowed my drinks down to two or three. I know I could stop cold turkey if I wanted to. I do realize half the brothers I would have thought were fine once upon a time don't look so good now. Just last week I ran into an old bed buddy Wesley who I thought at the time looked like Shemar Moore. As long as I was drinking. But now he looks more like a salamander.</p><p>An experience at church compels Niecy to really evaluate her life and stop talking change but to actually do something to steer herself into a life of peace and real joy. A life that begins with letting go. Nonetheless like her pastor says 'with new levels come new devils.</p><p>And when that devil smells good feels good and can charm the sugar out of a cake.</p>