UNCHERISHED LOVE

Time heals they say but sometimes time doesn’t really help much. With every passing moment things became harder to endure and a point comes when you realize perhaps this is it. An end. Just end it all. But then again you get up. You dare to try one more time. You hold yourself and convince yourself that this time all will be fine. So you get up. To fight another battle. To win from the heartache. To silence the mind. To promise yourself all over again that you can do it. To win for the good. But after some time you fall again. Every day becomes a chaotic challenge to win. Every moment starts questioning your existence. Every breath curses you for the choices you made. The never-ending battle continues inside the mind. You feel helpless. Alone. Sad. And terrible. But apart from repeating it all over again and almost every day you have no choice. Because the one who left isn’t coming back and perhaps left for the good.