Unholy Desire

<p><em>His presence fills the emptiness in my life but my sinful nature longs for more. Every inch of him-in my heart in my body making me feel whole again.</em></p><p><br></p><p>As an overseas missionary who leads lost souls toward salvation it's imperative I live a godly existence even in the midst of life-shattering grief.</p><p><br></p><p>Returning to the States brings about a trial worse than the loss of love and I'm faced with desire for someone forbidden to me by my church and the word of God.</p><p><br></p><p>Aaron Weston.</p><p><br></p><p>My best friend's son who is no longer a gangly teen. He makes me want things no newly widowed man should.</p><p><br></p><p>His presence fills the emptiness in my life but my sinful nature longs for more. Every inch of him-in my heart in my body making me feel whole again.</p><p><br></p><p>Giving into the hunger of the flesh will take us down a path of immorality one that goes against my strive for holiness.</p><p><br></p><p>I lost my wife from focusing on promised riches in glory.</p><p><br></p><p>And if I make the same mistake I fear responsibility for the ruination of another soul.</p>