Unnatural Desires

<p>“It’s unnatural” so I was told as a little girl to desire your brother dad first second third or fourth cousins uncles aunts or any male or female relative. It was forbidden off limits against the rules to desire to be with them intimately. As a matter of fact it was drilled in me as far back as I can remember that if any of my cousins uncles brother or even dad told me it’s okay to touch private parts it was my responsibility to let them know that this behavior was wrong and unacceptable. We are family and I was to tell Mama if they tried anything. Mama always said I could get pregnant if this were to happen and the child could come out deformed. </p>