Until I Write a Beautiful Suicide Note

<p class="ql-align-center">Cactus</p><p class="ql-align-center">I am a cactus in the clouds</p><p class="ql-align-center">Waiting for the rain</p><p class="ql-align-center">Is it me or the world around me</p><p class="ql-align-center">Who is a lunatic</p><p class="ql-align-center">And whom I call insane</p><p class="ql-align-center">With all that love</p><p class="ql-align-center">And hate you pass through</p><p class="ql-align-center">They still cannot see</p><p class="ql-align-center">The real inner man</p><p class="ql-align-center">It is so hard to figure out</p><p class="ql-align-center">If it is a tragedy or a blessing</p><p class="ql-align-center">Or maybe my heart</p><p class="ql-align-center">Does not have a brain</p><p class="ql-align-center">But the essence of my story is</p><p class="ql-align-center">That I am good at hiding pain</p><p class="ql-align-center">I am a cactus in the clouds</p><p class="ql-align-center">Waiting for the rain</p>