Walking in True and Fact

My Name Is J. S. Gerlach And I Am Nothing. I Am Just A Blue-Collar Diverse Intellect With A Very Busy Mind. Unfortunately One Of My Darkest Hours Came Alive.. I Was Deep In The Woods Walking On A Trail On Some Land I Used To Own. It Was A Starry Night And The Critters And Crickets And Things Were Alive With Music. I Finally Got To The Top Of A Steep Hill.. My Soul Decided To Scream Bloody Murder. At That Exact Moment When I Realized That No One Could Hear My Cry; My Whole Body Shut Down; And My Whole Being Went Crashing To The Ground. I Took A Few Seconds To Catch My Breath. When I Finally Did It Was This Inhuman Howl; And Before My Vocal Chords Could Kick In; Tears Were Running Down My Cheeks. Then I Screamed Out Loud Why God? I Took Another Breathe And Then I Screamed Again Why Me!. And Right After That; I Was Grabbing Rocks Dirt Grass And Proceeded To Whip Around In Every Direction. So Then I Tried To Stand Up; But It Felt Like God Himself Was Pushed Me A Little On The Head And Then I Quietly Lay On My Back. I Was Looking At The Luminaries In Heaven.. When I Saw The Most Beautiful Shooting Star And It Came From The North. And Then Went Straight East. It Was The Brightest; With What Seem Like An Infinite Starry Trail As Bright As Could Be.. It Was A Warm Feeling Like When Your Reading Or Writing By Your Favorite Window And You Feel The Warmth Of The Sunshine Throughout Your Whole Spine.. Sorry It Took So Long God; And Your Son And My Brother Lord Jesus From Nazareth.. Amen.