What descends nourishes at the same time its ascent...

In the middle of the oceanic solitude in a clear night I raise my eyes to the stars and I feel the upward pull of the center of the Milky Way and the consciousness that everything exists because the essence of my Being exists springs up in me. I know that if I were to stop the thought of the universe in my Being the entire Creation would be reabsorbed into my nonbeing and from there I could return it to the sense of time and existence within the same instant that I return it to me..... If I submerge my body and mind in the roar of my silence the universe disappears for me to fill my emptiness with me though my body remains; now if I stop the thought of the universe in my emptiness it disappears completely though its inactive singularity remains differentiated in me. From there I can vomit the universe back into existence under my will. Here the essence of my Being finds the ultimate level of the differentiation of non-existence; silenced from all thought: I am what I Am....