What Lies in My Mind

Materialistic things used to make me happy until I realized the true happiness comes from within. For instance music that has substance makes me feel happy which inspires me to write. Things like money having women cars etc. can make you feel happy but then you wonder why in the back of your mind you are wondering is this what I really want because once its all gone then what are you going to do. You must have a backup plan. My Grandfather told me to always have a backup plan in case one plan fails you have another to fall back on. Its always something out there for you but its about time which is something we wish for and want to have more of. I shouldve done this I shouldve done that how this could have gone for me if only this worked. Those kinds of questions pop up into your mind. You must look into yourself and figure out what it is you want to do. Because things are not going to be handed to you. I had to grow up and realize this world can swallow you whole if only I let it. Being terrified of the world was something I overcame but it took patience. Life is full of possibilities but also many ways to be either good or evil. It comes down to decisions you decide what is best for you at the end of the day your decisions have an equal and opposite reaction to them thats why it is important to train your mind heart body & soul. The mind is a powerful tool for either good or evil. Its up to you to decide what you want and how you want to go about it.