When Forever Changes

<p><em style=color: rgba(24 24 24 1)>Gabby</em></p><p><br></p><p><span style=color: rgba(24 24 24 1)>Looking back I should have seen the signs. Perhaps I did but I subconsciously chose to ignore them. </span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(24 24 24 1)>From the time I was ten when I first met Dylan I knew he was my forever guy. Back then I couldn't put words to what I was feeling but as the years progressed I came to recognize it for what it was-soul-deep love. The kind only very few people ever get to experience. Dylan was more than just my best friend my childhood sweetheart my lover. </span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(24 24 24 1)>He was my soul mate. </span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(24 24 24 1)>We were carved from the same whole-destined to be together forever.</span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(24 24 24 1)>Until he changed. </span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(24 24 24 1)>And I believed I was no longer good enough. </span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(24 24 24 1)>Until he shattered me so completely it felt like I ceased to exist. </span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(24 24 24 1)>And I'd never experienced such heart-crushing pain.</span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(24 24 24 1)>Until he leveled me a second time and I truly wanted to die.</span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(24 24 24 1)>But I had to stay strong because I wasn't alone in this cruel twist of fate.</span></p><p><span style=color: rgba(24 24 24 1)>I look to the sky pleading with the stars begging someone to tell me what I should do because I don't know how to deal with this. I don't know how to cope when my forever has changed and I can't help wondering if I had seen the signs earlier if I'd pushed him would it have been enough to save us?</span></p><p><br></p><p><span style=color: rgba(24 24 24 1)>Or had fate already decided to alter our forever?</span></p><p> </p>