When That's Gone That's It

A candid brutal literary memoir born of toxic masculinity and misplaced loyalty it investigates the vagaries of abandonment adolescence devil-worship mental health self-medication judgment and the 'authenticity of feelings'. His father got him a job as a mechanic he wanted to be a dancer. Navigating the challenging road to adulthood with alcohol had worked for a while even if it did make him a bit nasty; it just never occurred to him to stop until eventually narcotics would solve what he thought was the biggest problem with drinking.