You Know You Could Have Stopped It Anytime You Wanted To! . Imagine Hearing These Accusatory Words Spoken To You By Your Abuser Your Own Grandfather. . Imagine Hearing These Words As A Thirteen-Year-Old Girl Who Has Just Mustered Up Enough Courage To Finally End The Atrocious Sexual Abuse You Have Suffered During The Most Important Developmental Years Of Your Life. . Imagine The Lifetime Of Guilt And Shame The Loss Of Self And How These Devastating Events Have Impacted Your Heart Mind Body And Spirit. . Here Is The Haunting Yet Empowering Autobiographical Journey Through The Life Of Just One Of The Abused.