Why Do I Even Live?

For those who tried commit suicide in colleges or schools. This is an effort to make sense of the chaotic world we are living in. I have devised this based on my own experiences since the last 6 years or so. I needed a vehicle to express myself. Vedanta was the vehicle which made sense. But this writeup is more than that. I try to maneuver through strange life but as we will see we finally reach the vedantic conclusions of self inquiry. There is a limit in this writeup and I did not breach that. I limited my analysis up to the point it was making sense with respect to my own experiences. We are humans. Yes this might seem to you as nothing special. But I need to remind you of this in the beginning only. This is wrong. We are not humans. We are animals. We are animals until we have an element of universal ethics