Why Do I feel This Way

It Took Me Four Years Of Waking Up Each Day Knowing I Had To Complete This Book. God Wouldnt Let Up On Me Until It Was Finished. So Many Days Of Feeling Like A Big Dark Gloomy Cloud Was Hovering Over My Head. Guilt Set In When I Would Think Of Everything Under The Sun To Do Instead Of Putting My Thoughts On Paper. . Jim Said To Me Just A Few Weeks Before This Book Was Submitted Kay Do You Realize That Sad Is The Reason You Havent Finished Your Book? . And He Was Right.