Why Do I feel This Way

It took me four years of waking up each day knowing I had to complete this book. God wouldn’t let up on me until it was finished. So many days of feeling like a big dark gloomy cloud was hovering over my head. Guilt set in when I would think of everything under the sun to do instead of putting my thoughts on paper. Jim said to me just a few weeks before this book was submitted “Kay do you realize that SAD is the reason you haven’t finished your book?” And he was right.