Will I Hate Myself?

<p>At 36 Pat Treuer walked away from a high-paying corporate job-complete with titles bonuses and skyline views-to chase a dream with no roadmap: stand-up comedy. By 42 after launching a million-dollar pandemic-era comedy business and sinking every cent into a heartfelt YouTube series that made zero he found himself staring at the ruins of reinvention... again.</p><p></p><p><em>Will I Hate Myself</em> is a brutally honest painfully funny memoir about what happens after you risk it all. Told with sharp comedic timing and raw vulnerability it's a story of chasing purpose crashing hard and learning how to rebuild not just a career-but an identity.</p><p></p><p>This isn't a triumph story. It's a survival story. For anyone who's ever felt stuck in a successful life wondered if they waited too long to begin again or feared the cost of failure more than failure itself-this book is your mirror and your permission slip.</p><p></p><p>With behind-the-scenes glimpses into the world of stand-up comedy reflections on midlife reinvention and the hard-won lessons of self-acceptance <em>Will I Hate Myself</em> is both hilarious and healing. It's for the late bloomers the risk-takers the overthinkers and the dreamers trying to rewrite the script-one messy meaningful page at a time.</p>