Yes Men Do Cry

One Mans Personal Journey Of Grieving The Loss Of His Wife Written Over A Period Of 3 Yearsjanuary 11 2002Oh Booby Booby Booby. This Explains It All. I Want You Back So Much Yet Fully Understand This Is A Fantasy. It Must Be My Way Of Handling (Or Trying To) My Pain Thinking Of The Good Times Wanting The Good Times Knowing That Now They Have To Come From What I Make. Round And Round We Go Its An Intriguing Web We Weave Ourselves. The Web Breaks So We Have To Spin A New One. This I Will Continue To Do Until I Make A Web So Strong That I Will Feel Safe Feel Confident With Myself.March 2 2002 Still Feeling As Though Im Just Floating Like A Feather In The Wind. Like The Feather I Dont Know Where I Will Land. Its As Though I Have No Control But I Know For Sure That This Is Not So. Im In Complete Control; It Is Me Allowing Myself To Be In This State. I Want Companionship So Much But Im Scared I Want To Touch Explore And Feel Someone. Selfishly For My Own Needs But Its Something I Need To Happen Because I Have To Justify To Myself That I Can Love Again.