Yhwh: Order of the Divine NAME

This book on the Divine NAME and an order of life founded upon it is a prayer for all to be released from slavery to words to things of the world to blindness and sin... and come into the Lords presence as His children. Essentially it asks whether it is sufficient to confine ourselves to saying of the Fathers Divine NAME that it is too sacred to be pronounced whether this may not constitute a kind of avoidance of realization of a great gift He has provided to man in this silent WORD in this pronounceable Silence (YHWH) - and in the end whether such ignorance of the Father does not keep us from fully knowing the Son and the gift of Gods presence He is to us (the face He came to reveal). Should we not speak the Fathers silemt NAME in the holy of holies with us now in every Catholic Church that is before the Blessed Sacrament? Should we not come into the Lords presence wherever we are?