You are a beautiful creature. If they do not recognise the greatness in you it's because they have not recognised the greatness in themselves. Unfortunately not many will understand what that means as they simple do not share or accept those high frequency values for themselves in that moment in time. If you continue to think about something or someone it or they will indeed cross your path. If you take the time to indulge in simple energy called gratitude you can unlock your mind to a different perspective on life. Yes I do understand pain.