Hayanakah - Volume 1. Loving Chaos

The wheel of life's first turning is complete. Order is gone and chaos reigns supreme. Everything is so loud the never-ending screaming noise it rages through my heart. It commands me to run so fast to be so much. I wish for peace. I don't want to be god I want to be a child of god. I want to be free free in the arms of harmony Where everything is soft understanding and stable. Please make the screaming stop. I've fought for you now let me go. Let me move the wheel of life to its next stage and maybe one day I will come back to your burning yellow eyes and command you to destroy me once more.